Am I doing too much or not enough?

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I'm a freshman in high school. My GPA is 3.7, which I plan to get up soon. I have all A's in four of my classes and one B. A lot of people don't consider it a big issue. However, if I don't get above 90% on my next test I will most likely (In my school our grading system is mastery. Simply explain that some assignments aren't part of our grade and some are. For the ones that are, we have to get a 90% if we have to re-do them, but we can't if we don't have all the assignments done for that unit. Including the one that doesn't count as a grade.) I have to retake the class or do independent study. ( I don't exactly know what IDS is studies but regardless, it doesn't look good to me. Normally, I would be able to redo everything in that class if I didn't get a 90% on the assignments that required it. However, I won't, since we will be learning a year's worth of this class in one semester. Unfortunately, that means this class does not give me the chance to do that.) Another downside to this is if I re-do the test I would have to re-do the question I got right. See, normally I would just have to re-do the ones I got wrong. So there is still a possibility I could get a score less than it was before. This has happened to me. Well, another thing is, I have a lot of siblings and my family is struggling a bit right now. So I can go one day out of the week for an extracurricular, sometimes two office hours for help or to re-do work with a teacher.) I decided to do Model UN and Mock Trail. Since they are closely related to my hopeful future career. All of the clubs are at the same time. One club's attendance is mandatory while another isn't. So, about a day or two out of a week during lunch, I have to go sit with my group. So I don't get to see my friends I usually don't see because of our schedule and some days I eat lunch in different buildings because of my last recent class. Then I'm applying to take an online course in logistics. I think it looks really good on my resume. However, with all this happening, I feel like without all this, high school would be easier for me. I have been told to quit my clubs. I do not have proper high school experience, though I don't know if I can be the person I hope to be. Though I have already paid for my first trip to MUN and am almost done with our resolution. I adution for my role in the case. I think I'm too deep in. I did a lot of hard work and I don't want it to be for nothing. I did all these things in the first place because I thought it would be possible for me to go into an ivy. So I need to work super extra hard. Plus, I have friends who went to this school before me and are in pre-calc in freshman year. While I am struggling to get an A in Algebra, I won't even have a full summer break. All of June in summer school to take another class. Then I have to do my summary reading project and prepare for the presentation. Then, in July and August, I got my first job. I don't even know what to do for my birthday now, since I won't be having a quincera. I just don't know how to get a break and I can't quit anything.